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Andybanez

SEX AND EROS AS AN HEALING AND LIFE-SUSTAINING PROCESS

yes..this is essentially what im experiencing right now, and  also as a debate point too ,not just as a personal insight of the matter...


in these tiring AND TRYING days im experiencing for the very first time how Sexuality and Eros can  and will , in case of extreme danger , turn back to its own original role and purpose:

SURVIVAL


im rediscovering after a lot of time (if ever) how much eros and exuality is keeping me alive inside and sane (somewhat) its like.....rediscovering how the Root of Life energy can show itsefl in its true form inside my body my inconscious and even my rational mind..and all of this is happening with the greatest of surprises to me...i could have never expected pure silly smut actions to reveal themselves in this moment im enduring as actual sources of Life Energy, the literal ancestral shape of where the Life comes from....you know...after so many years i ahve been spending in the furry community i always looked and "felt" the smut and horny/erotic actions as pure matter of fun and "personal gratification" but right now..you better believe me ,each erotic action i see, each smut scenes/scenarios i hav ebeen browsing in the last days..feels like a breath of pure Oxygen to me....things, you also have to believe me again, for me ..after this phase will be pretty diffrent : i think this expereince is  changing and will change  what   for me smut will be ...in a near future i think i will approach eros in a MUCH different way than what i have been doing so far.

 for now all i can say is, not without a great degree of embarrassed

surprise: THANK YOU EROS FOR KEEPING ME ALIVE THRU THIS HELL!
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Added: 2 years, 7 months ago
 
asthexiancal
2 years, 7 months ago
I must admit I don't understand much of that journal. I mean, I see what you are talking about, that is clear, but what I don't grasp is what is exactly going on inside you, probably because  don't know what's actually going on around you, and it seems there is a lot lately...
Andybanez
2 years, 7 months ago
yes i know ....theres a TON to unpack in what is going on on my life right now....suffices to say ,as i mentioned some day ago, the "health" issues im facing are putting me to a test such inwhich even sexuality feels to me like salvation (im gonna explain you better on Skype)
FurCollector
2 years, 7 months ago
All I'm going to say is, you've not been the same in the last times, I've noticed that.
Andybanez
2 years, 7 months ago
yes im not...and  as you can tell there are health problems beneath that.....(and this implies im sorry somewhat to not be showing my same usual behaviour...but i cant help...this is an heck period im getting thru....and i will get out of soon )
Waru
2 years, 7 months ago
Survival... too bad I don't have anybody I can "survive" with... not yet, anyways.
Andybanez
2 years, 6 months ago
heh..i cannot promise you somebody to "survive" with..but what i can assure you in a short time (maybe only a few days) is you will see more "survival pose" pics  featuring  my female characters ;3
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