yes..this is essentially what im experiencing right now, and also as a debate point too ,not just as a personal insight of the matter...
in these tiring AND TRYING days im experiencing for the very first time how Sexuality and Eros can and will , in case of extreme danger , turn back to its own original role and purpose:
SURVIVAL
im rediscovering after a lot of time (if ever) how much eros and exuality is keeping me alive inside and sane (somewhat) its like.....rediscovering how the Root of Life energy can show itsefl in its true form inside my body my inconscious and even my rational mind..and all of this is happening with the greatest of surprises to me...i could have never expected pure silly smut actions to reveal themselves in this moment im enduring as actual sources of Life Energy, the literal ancestral shape of where the Life comes from....you know...after so many years i ahve been spending in the furry community i always looked and "felt" the smut and horny/erotic actions as pure matter of fun and "personal gratification" but right now..you better believe me ,each erotic action i see, each smut scenes/scenarios i hav ebeen browsing in the last days..feels like a breath of pure Oxygen to me....things, you also have to believe me again, for me ..after this phase will be pretty diffrent : i think this expereince is changing and will change what for me smut will be ...in a near future i think i will approach eros in a MUCH different way than what i have been doing so far.
for now all i can say is, not without a great degree of embarrassed
surprise: THANK YOU EROS FOR KEEPING ME ALIVE THRU THIS HELL!
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