Ok honestly tell me if you can understand this.
My mom wants me to babysit my nephews from time to time. my mom wants me to. She wants me to play with my nephews from time to time. She wants me to take them out with me and tay on our walks from time to time. Yet when it comes down to me having ot fuss at them or punish them or anything else I an adult watching 2 kids needs to do. I am not allowed to do that. Why How am I to watch them right if I can not punish them or tell them no they can't do such and such or even tell them yes they can do such and such.
I say this because I packed 10 smokes this morning in hopes of getting me though the whole day seeing as we got a lot to do. I sat them down inside in a empty cig pack. I have only smoked 2 yet there are only 6 left in the pack. So that means 2 where taken. I asked my mom first about them she said no. I asked my brother second about them HE said NO. I then asked Tay about them and guess what HE SAID NO. So that only leave the children. so I approach them about it tell them that I will not yell or scream and that they would not get punished or grounded if they return them to ether me or Tay with in the next 4 hours. 4 FUCKING HOURS. my BROTHER there DAD is standing behind me when I say this. which means if he did not agree with it he COULD of said something, but no he just stood there. So when I turn around to tell my mom what I said with my brother behind me. She fucking bitch's at me for doing that and it not my place. Dose my brother say anything to defend me HELL FUCKING NO.
SO where along the line dose this work. you want me to help with the little shits YET I am not allowed to correct them or tell them things. So someone SOMEONE please tell me how the fuck this works. Because I sure as hell do not understand.
6 years, 10 months ago
19 Jun 2012 19:16 CEST