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Feryl

Thank You, All <3

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It's been a really rough time for at least 24 months. While a lot of the world was quarantined & made to stay home my job only increased & got more challenging. Some weeks I was getting 60+ hours & only seeing my beloved family in a few minute pockets a day. I need social interaction to be mentally healthy so this only brought me down. Then I got more work and it became a spiraling staircase downward.

Then in 2021 - as if 2020 wasn't enough of a barbed wire anal infusion - I was diagnosed with colon cancer. I had my colonoscopy followed by an abdominal surgery last Monday. As of now...everything seems to be OK. The specter of death has been removed.

36 hours after my surgery my boss was calling to ask if I could return to work tonight. >.<

No social life. No family life. Non-stop work & fatigue. The hard-core awakening of my mortality & advancing age

This has been a rough two years.

But above all, through all of it, you wonderful incredible and beautiful people stood by me. You encouraged me. You gave me words of support. You made me see there's more to me than a working machine for The Man.

I cannot every express how much all of it meant to me. Thank you, all. Thank you so much.
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Added: 2 years, 9 months ago
 
Krayton
2 years, 9 months ago
Recent times have been hard on nearly everyone for a myriad of reasons as unique as each of us.

I don't think you're alone in being stressed and depressed from working through the quarantine; I did as well and that has done "wonders" for cratering my mental and physical health (and it wasn't great to begin with). The physical ailings of my own meatmobile and my mom's cancer diagnosis/treatment have been particularly devastating. I imagine it's hard to even get out of bed in the morning as I feel that way as well even not being as bad off.

The complete lack of apathy from your workplace is stunning though. I thought mine was bad, but holy hera.

I really, REALLY hope things can turn for the better, you deserve it :)
Feryl
2 years, 9 months ago
You made me LOL with meatmobile. <3
Krayton
2 years, 9 months ago
Yay!

Also, i really can't think of a better way to define my own body :-D
ArielCelestia
2 years, 9 months ago
Sending you my warmest of wishes for a wonderful time.
Feryl
2 years, 9 months ago
Thank you. ^.^
ArionEquus
2 years, 9 months ago
I know the feel of ever encroaching work. The more you work, the more work there is to do. I'm not sure exactly what advice to give you, but if there comes a point where you're at your limit. You really should consider discussing it with your boss.
Feryl
2 years, 9 months ago
I've been through a complete work crash twice in my life because I was afraid to speak up & ask them to back down a bit. Believe me, I'll walk before I allow it to get that bad again. Luckily while my boss is a hard driver just trying to reach his own boss's production quotas he's also very understanding when I have been at the bottom & let me have a few days to recoup. Just during the pandemic everyone's been shoved right to the breaking point.
ZwolfJareAlt306
2 years, 9 months ago
*offers hugs and good vibes*
Feryl
2 years, 9 months ago
*gets them hugs & vibes & sends some love back*
ZwolfJareAlt306
2 years, 9 months ago
<3
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