Well time for some huge wall-o-text. Ok..so now I would eventually say something should I? After all the time I'm very good at art, now having a tablet due to much effort on commissions and also being step up on my skills, I'm assure that I'm going well. But there is one thing I totally suck at.
Being Openly Social To Others
Face it, I'm more of a closet jerk who has mental instability and also have problems with real life. But I need to face it that I suck at making people happy and making real friends. I actually have problems accepting them and their ideas and always want to accept all the famous artist's ideas so they can recognize me for once. Well to note that, it failed. RL, I only got little to none friends, and those I only know during my young age. At 24 years old, I got more problems because I'm jobless and worse, didn't finish high school.
I'm living in my own world and my mind only decided what to do, which is one way to lose everyone. I think that I don't want to be ridiculed that much, to be insulted, to be disturbed. All it matters is to improve my art,but I never have a chance to improve on being open to other people.
Maybe this is fate. I am gonna be.....
To my watchers, I'm very sorry, for being the worst artist ever due to not being social to others and not being friendly. *Sigh* I am not gonna be good. Ever.
6 years, 8 months ago
16 Jun 2012 16:51 CEST