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I'm not good at being.....

Well time for some huge wall-o-text. Ok..so now I would eventually say something should I? After all the time I'm very good at art, now having a tablet due to much effort on commissions and also being step up on my skills, I'm assure that I'm going well. But there is one thing I totally suck at.

That is...........



Being Openly Social To Others

Face it, I'm more of a closet jerk who has mental instability and also have problems with real life. But I need to face it that I suck at making people happy and making real friends. I actually have problems accepting them and their ideas and always want to accept all the famous artist's ideas so they can recognize me for once. Well to note that, it failed. RL, I only got little to none friends, and those I only know during my young age. At 24 years old, I got more problems because I'm jobless and worse, didn't finish high school.

I'm living in my own world and my mind only decided what to do, which is one way to lose everyone. I think that I don't want to be ridiculed that much, to be insulted, to be disturbed. All it matters is to improve my art,but I never have a chance to improve on being open to other people.

Maybe this is fate. I am gonna be.....
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To my watchers, I'm very sorry, for being the worst artist ever due to not being social to others and not being friendly. *Sigh* I am not gonna be good. Ever.
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Added: 6 years, 8 months ago
6 years, 8 months ago
I'm no artist like you, but I think I can relate a lot to your isolation. I just shy / run away whenever there's a crowd, and so my list of friends never really grows. Um... I guess my post really isn't helpful beyond "I know that feel".. sorry. But if you can shake the cobwebs off and focus on getting a job you like to do, whether or not that means having to get a GED to cap off your education, that will help you all kinds of ways, cause you'll have to figure out how to deal with your coworkers and accidentally socialize with them, you'll start getting self-sufficient.. stuff like that ^^; . I hope you find your way soon.
6 years, 8 months ago
I remember the things said and done in the past, as I've followed you for quite a few years now.  As much as I've tried, you often ignored me and didn't bother to even see me as a friend.  Though, I do know why, at least, especially considering your condition.

I'm still going to keep trying, though.  Like some, there will be those who keep trying and who will keep wanting to be your friend.  You may not accept us now, but there's always the hope that you'll accept us in the future.  No, I'm not going to become a "fanatic" about it, but I'll keep on keepin' on as best as I can.

Who knows...maybe you'll see me as a friend one day.

6 years, 8 months ago
don't beat yourself up, champ. Sometimes, to acquire friendship means you have to give something at times. Sometimes it's better to think that you are talking with that person online. (only there are certain courtesies to follow)
As for education, get a GED. You can still go to college if you get one.
Plus, i believe if you get out more, you'll adapt to being social. introverts like me often have to alternate. that's what you gotta do. :3
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