I sorry for lying to people, I'm even more sorry for lying to myself. I don't know what the fuck I am, but good at making myself and others confused and miserable. I probably don't even have a sexuality. I used to think i was into guys but I'm just not. I wish I was because nearly 100% of the people I deal with are guys, at least in this fandom. I guess girls figure out better things to do, such as not giving too much into a fantasy. Sadly, I have. Thinking about burning a few silly things I own, such as stuffed animals. Yeah, I hate my life as it is currently. But I guess I hate myself more for letting it get this bad in the first place. I'd like to change it. I guess my first task is to get rid of everything that would drive a normal person away, or just leave this fucking cursed place. Eh, either way, I'd like to have a future. That may not include me being a furry artist, I'm not even sure yet.
6 years, 6 months ago
15 Jun 2012 08:20 CEST