venting a little, Lately I haven't been feeling well mentally, I'm going to fail this semester in university and I'll have to repeat classes, I feel it as a pure waste of time and money because I just didn't do work, I didn't feel like doing it, and it was easy work if i had put some effort, I don't know what excuse i could have, I just failed myself and with that next semester will be my last last opportunity, I really want to study and finish the v ideogame engeenering career and make videagmes, I don't know why am I acting in a autodestructive way. I tried to go to a psychologist and my two options aren't available, the one in my university is saturated and in my insurance is not available at the moment. Recently my mom told me I have done nothing in life because I'll be 25 years old soon, and i feel she is right, we don't even live in a home we own, don't have a car, I haven't been able to get a part-time job at least and I have no money saved anywhere. I haven't drawn much lately because I'm worrying too much so I'll just forget about university for the moment and other problems and focus, I'll try harder next semester.
Besides that I have been doing well, I have been going to do exercise regularly, thanks to my commissioners i have been able to pay for what I need and for my cat needs, and soon I'll start a diet, I hope so lol. My birthday will be soon, June 5, and I'll try to relax and draw all the ideas I have, my pending sketches and start the nsfw comic I want to do, so I'll close my commission until June 20th, I'll start accepting commissions on that day and work on them starting July. Also a friend recently opened a taqueria so I may be able to work part time for him. I hope things gets better for me. -In random stuff: recently I have been 'playing' Second Life a lot, I leave it on the background while I do other stuff, user "vgbear". And I have been streaming me drawing in some artists servers, I don't have a time to stream or a regular place but I hope someday when i get a good PC I will really start streaming for everyone.
I may do a journal update when I open commissions. Hope you all have a good month, Happy pride month btw
My Commission are Closed, will be closed until June 20. Price List and Terms of service: https://bit.ly/309L0X6
Art Status: Drawing uploads on Mondays, wednesdays, Fridays and Sundays Commissions: CLOSED Art trades: Closed Collabs: Friends only I DON'T DO REQUESTS
