I honestly think I'm in need of more therapy than I ever initially thought. I already have a litany of issues and now I'm pretty sure I've come across another one: petty jealousy. And it's dumb things like odd coincidences that have been triggering it too. Most recent example is recently talking with an artist friend about a character if theirs and some utterly unconnected to it and having no knowledge of the conversation commissions a pic of said character. And for some idiotic mental reason, that just triggers the jealousy and I hate it.
I hate it because it's stupid and reason for those feelings. And I hate myself for having them in the first place. I'm sorry to anyone who has to deal with me when I'm like this. I'm also sorry for bothering people with this. Just needed to vent about my own stupidity.
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09 Apr 2021 05:47 CEST
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