Needed to vent a bit and get some of my anger out there since most of the time I'm calm, collected and try to just let things roll off of me....
Tried sooooooooo many flipping times to collaborate with friends on projects or get peeps interested....maybe its that its been the same people but even the ones recently I've attempted to work with leave me holding the bag. Just sucks....
Several friends that I used to rely on all of a sudden have left the fandom for things such as the freakin dwarves from disneys Snow White.....like I get that we all have things that are out there and whatever floats your boat but fuck.....really!!?
One of my closest friends claims to give a damn about covid and being safe, claims to want this pendemic to stop. Family of his exposed him to it and he now potentially has it and hasn't been vaccinated yet....hmmmm so what do you do then? Call in to work and inform them that you need time off (which is good) but then go to a parlor and have your hair (which you don't have much of anymore) styled, spreading the virus, with your brother who having heard the news as well still plans to go work his job for a double....!!? As utterly brainless and none caring as that scenario is thats exactly what this friend chose to do with me on voice call. And when I tried to be the voice of reason I was told that he was guilty and that he sees this thing differently and basically that I was overreacting. Millions of people have died from this thing but hey.....I'm just some stupid mutt that doesn't have a clue. I work a job hearing about this shit all over the US but I'm the one that isn't informed and out of touch and I should hang loose and play it more cool.....who cares....right?
Big whopping WRONG
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I know there are finally vaccines for some forms of the virus and I know that it's been a long time that we've all had to put life on hold and not do certain things we all love because of the stupid sickness. But the in difference shown, the entitlement and it won't happen to me additude where somehow spreading it and not giving a shit while claiming to give a shit and getting snappy when someone calls you out for said bull is the most ignorant, careless........just how?
Peeps that claim that I've ghosted them have ghosted me, those that I talk to just don't understand life in a lot of ways. The support that you guys have given me I will always be thankful for. Seeing interest in what I do helps get me up each day and makes me happy.....
Just so much bad has happened
I know I'm only the latest in a slew of fluffs posting a journal ranting about stupid stuff but it's constantly, relentlessly people being thoughtless or overprotective of me for no reason or downright mentally handicapped and manipulative in ways that even babies wouldn't fall for and not even for the greater good, but for selfish dumb things that make things worse than they already are....
Making wise choices is a responsibility we have. So lets make them and perhaps improve the world we live in if only a bit.....
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