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Are You Gay... And For How Long?


Even as young as 9 or so, I was staring at other boys privates. I would sometimes ask other boys to go potty alongside of me as I peed, just to look at their penis. When I was 13, I stared at my one buddy's penis, as we played on a 6 shower head shower room for boys. I pretty much just didn't lose the obsession I had for male crouch, as I grew up Gay. I done one chick at 14 or 15, and that was it.
She was mad at me for not pulling out, as I promised myself, I wouldn't do it again. It was at first, just a promise to not leave it in too long. This promise quickly turned into promising myself to not sleep with females. Needless to say, I have a Son. I don't even know his name... but after police tried to pick me up as him 3 or 4 times, and people from jail thinking I am him... I just placed it together.
But anyways, what's yours, in brief. How did others end up gay?

Thanks Very Much For Reading.
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6 years, 7 months ago
I never really knew what I was as I grew up.  I look at other boys and girls about equally, from the time I was six or seven, until I got out of high school.  But, I never looked at their crotch areas. I was mainly looking at certain things they'd be wearing instead.  I looked at my high school mascot, a wildcat fursuiter. I looked at plushies. I looked at animals. And, I looked at sleeping bags, hoodies and most types of winter clothing that other kids were wearing.  I never once fantasizes over another guys cock or butt, or a girl's vagina or boobs.

I would have had sex in an instant with someone from the age of six or seven on, if it was ever offered to me and if I had the chance, but the attraction would not have been to the other person's sex organs. I just fantasized that I could hump on their clothes, or that they'd pee on my clothes.  Needless to say, I never had sex with another human until I was 24. I guess I was looking for it in a way that didn't quite fit in!

I definitely wasn't straight, since I would have yiffed with a boy or a girl equally.  I can't say that I was bi or gay either, since it wasn't the other boys and girls I was attracted to.  If I define my sexuality as the things I fantasized over and practiced, then I was a plushophile, texturephile, zoophile.  Since other people wore clothes, they could have assisted in satisfying my texturephile desires, if I knew how to go after it at the time. I spent most of my grade school and high school years boinking parkas, snowsuits, hoodies, plushies and having fun with dogs. Now, more than thirty years later, it is mainly plushies, fursuits and hoodies.  Gender never comes into it. Gay, bi and straight are meaningless to me. If anything, my sexual orientation is actually plushophile, and humans only come into it in the context of plushies, fursuits and clothing. I can't even imagine the concept of skin-on-skin naked people sex. Trying to do that would never work, as my penis would go limp upon contact with bare skin.  I'm wired in a weird way, but I like it that way.  :)
6 years, 7 months ago
Nearly born a Plushophile. With you, I believe it.
I wanna maybe give one or two bears a new home... but, I am having problems deciding which. I know you will give them a good home. Neither of the two smaller bears have had cum on them. The larger bear, has had it all. He use to be solid white.
I was reading on Plush.yiff.ru someone else doing this, and I really wanna buy more bears. But I am running low on space, so I wanna rid myself of some. U?

Anyhow, let me know how you feel about adopting peed on stuff.   ;-)
6 years, 7 months ago
I love to find peed and cummed on plush, but I have so many that I am way past being out of room.  I need to motivate myself to part with some plushies if I ever want to take in any more.
6 years, 7 months ago
Ohh well. I was hoping, cause I wanna get more bears. I'll I guess try and ask mayhap people on FX, see if anyone there wants to pay shipping only, to send one or two.  Thanks Much though. I know if you could have taken some, they would have been well taken care of.  <3
Again, thanks anyways though.  ;-)
6 years, 7 months ago
I don't know why I asked that last thing.
Ahm... how about which you prefer the most instead.   ;-)
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