I thought I'd write a bit about myself in case anyone's interested in who's drawing this yiff and other stuff. Behold my hopelessly unstructured introduction! X///3
I'm super happy that I'm now able to draw something that to me looks a bit better than stick figures, but it still mostly looks like aesthetic violations of the Geneva Conventions to me x3 YouTube art videos I watched say it can be good for beginners to post their art even if they don't like it because you can be more motivated to put effort into learning when you know that others are going to see your drawings
A few years ago (I'm 24) I slowly started learning to draw, mostly because I was super depressed and furry art was one of the few things that managed to still make me feel something
It's difficult for me to predict what I'm going to draw, but because I'm a gay pedo there're probably going to be lots of gay pedo characters, wether it's NSFW or SFW stuff. I don't find human adults attractive, but anthropomorphic ones can be hot ^.^
For now most of my drawing have been and are, I think, likely going to be at least to some degree self-ironic (hope that's the right term). I suppose lots of furries make fun of themselves with their art and don't take themselves too seriously, and I like that. I'm way too scared of trying to express anything too sincere (if that's the right word) with the low drawing skills I currently have
Like, I e.g. often feel very lonely. As a tween and teenager I sometimes had panic attacks (or that's at least how I'd label what I experienced) because I felt so lonely and because of discrimination and stuff. You know, hearing about how unhealthy it can be to feel lonely and then despite knowing that that's irrational believing that you're soon getting a heart attack or something like that from all the sadness while you're lying in your bed at 3 a.m. being unable to sleep. I've never been in a romantic relationship or had sex, and society sometimes seems to say that folks who've never had anything like that have to feel terrible
So I wanna express all of that somehow, and draw happy pedos or sad pedos who eventually get a happy ending and live happily ever after <3
You can feel free to point out anything you like or dislike about my drawings. On Inkbunny everyfur is very kind, but I'm kinda used to folks elsewhere being, well, *laughs nervously with shaky knees*, a little bit less kind (which iw owokay I dowon't wanna juwudge anyowone). So I'm just super happy to see that anyone takes the time to comment anything about my stuff. But if you don't comment that's also completely fine :3
Also sowwy for coming out as a gay pedo (if that wasn't already obvious from my drawings) and sowwy for apologizing for coming out. I've super low self-esteem is what I think I'm trying to say, sowwy
If any pedo is reading this (if anyone at all is reading this) they might wonder what I think about *inhales dramatically* child sexuality. Pwease don't be angry, but I fear that no matter what answer I give it's going to hurt or disappoint others with a different opinion. I don't wanna hurt anyone, especially not other young pedos. Sowwy if me avoiding an answer is hurting anyone. I also don't mean to imply that anyone who states their opinion about this is hurting others. I'm just afraid that if I myself would say an opinion that that could then happen because I'm not very eloquent. Hopefully that makes more or less sense. I'm just a scared shy lonely pedofox who hopes to make pedos (and folks in general) happy with my drawings. I think I don't have the mental health to really talk much about political stuff. But I'm very grateful for folks pointing out anything prejudiced or problematic about my drawings, even if I might not have the mental health or courage to respond. I mean, I've only posted 12 drawings so far with almost no plot or character development so I guess that's probably just me overanalyzing stuff
I hope I didn't bother or waste anyone's time too much with this introduction. I'm tewwible at expressing myself x3 I pwomise I'm pretty sure I likely won't write anything else controversial/political like this. Most of the time when I write something online I worry I said something wrong, so if I don't respond to any comment or message pwease don't worry you said anything wrong. I'm just shy
That's all :3
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