been depressed lately.. want to start cutting again, but dont want it to be noticedd..
i never can do anything right. i cant even get a job. and that is pathetic..
i try my hardest to do things right, but it never plays out right,,
it seems like every guy that i really end up liking, or having feelings for, always ends up to be a really big dick,,
except for this guy now.. we havent started dating because i want to take it slow.. i dont want to be hurt again. which happens all the time. i just hope things work out this time, and not have me feeling like a peice of shit again and again..
well, sorry people for ranting, but i think i feel a little better. give me some suggestions on what to do to make me cheer up.. pleasseee?
6 years, 4 months ago
06 Jun 2012 19:07 CEST