early January updates

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Well, good news is new place has been working out well, and should be able to slowly catch up on old bills, but boy is it slow.

bad news is I lost my job, but I got a new site so I won't miss any work overall. But it's graveyard shift, so to say I'm a little sleep anxious is an understatement. Been having massive panic attacks all week, so... =( but starting saturday I'll see how the job is, and if all works out, should be OK. It's another site I can probably write some when I feel better even, so crossing paws.

Also crossing paws with that baby stimulus I'll cut down one of the two bills from leaving my old place, and can start working on paying down my various credit issues.... just, stressful and had me anxious sad because I'm still closer to failing than I'd like, and my car is just ancient. =(

so just gotta hope things keep panning out and I can rebuild my safety net to not be worried to drive, getting a new vehicle is gonna suuuckkk =(

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Mikolai

3 years, 3 months ago

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Hello TheLastGasp,

I understand how you feel. I was in a situation like yours about 5 years ago with no place to stay, no job, no car, and a whole lot of debt. Luckily, I had my family that let me stay with them while I got my life back in order.

Hopefully this will help you like it helped me all the years ago.One of my closest friends told me to just take one day at a time and to stop worrying about the what ifs. Because I could do nothing but worry about the bills and the debt collectors calling what seemed like every day at that time.

It sounds crazy but once I started getting that in my head, life seemed to not be so hard for me. I was able to get a job which sucked, but paid the bills. Also, after some time I was able to slowly get my debt paid off and even got a car and a new place.

Really hope this coming new year will be more favorable to you.

TheLastGasp

3 years, 3 months ago

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@ Mikolai

Thankies. I've lucked out in that I've managed to just barely keep afloat. But boy is every little setback terrify me. Do hope your days are going great and well

And yes. Hopin to see someone for my anxiety this uear. :3