Hi everyone, before starting this journal I would like to give a bit of context for the most recent users (because they have not been in my first beginnings) and I want to make sure that everyone understands very well what I will be talking about next.
Well, for the users who have followed me since 2018-19, they know perfectly the way I started, most of those images are hidden or simply deleted in my gallery, but unfortunately there were some re-uploaded on other platforms that I think are already impossible to remove (for those who do not know what I am talking about, here are some examples)
Well, first of all I want to apologize for starting my content that way, I don't remember very well but I think I was doing that for several months and what I mean is that everything I did in that period was completely disgusting and completely ignorant , why? because as you can see in those images my content was basically traced, by the character himself and sometimes by various artists, basically I started my content without having any creativity and I definitely think that I should have started my content differently, I would like to go back to the past and not having done this nonsense because thanks to that many artists have seen my beginnings and as a result I was rejected several times as one or another collaboration even on various platforms (but I don't blame them of course) thinking about it, maybe I would also do the same, anyway since it is impossible to remove that stain that I have sown, the only thing left for me is to admit the stupidity that I did and say that I really am sorry.
I do not pretend to be a moralist but it is true that at that time I was not very aware of what I was really doing. Of course what I am going to say now is no justification but it is evident that an artist never ends the way he begins, and although it was a mistake to do that, overwise I really learned to draw and I think I have shown it to the present. And I repeat that I am totally sorry for that but at the same time I have to admit that this has been a small step to motivate myself and then draw by myself.
Anyway, I know that this journal has been something strange because I am not really used to saying things like this but I think that with this I clearly demonstrate that if I have really made a mistake it's not difficult for me to admit it (although I really don't know why I don't I said at the time, I think I really should have done it) anyway, the truth is not the only thing I regretted, there are several other things, for example when I drew ... (or rather * traced *) cubs to make them a rule 34, today drawing nsfw cubs is no longer to my liking, that's why I draw cubs as adults like this:
Well, to conclude this journal I would like to give a little advice for those who want to dedicate themselves to uploading content (sfw or nsfw). Well, the only thing I am going to say is, be yourself, be creative and be original. Believe me, it is very painful that they reject you, and even more if it is because of yourself, anyway, thank you very much to those who decided to take their time and read this entire message :)
