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Anatomy (and tailbow) of a mouse... ( cobbled from FA - Part II )

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[ Continued from previous journal-- Still NSFW/TMI... ]
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[ Amy's response to
DOtter
DOtter
in "The Great Character Interview Journal!" ]


" I'll answer the easier parts, first. :)

I did change that night- I had just turned 5- but more physically than anything else. Physically, My eyes went from brown to a yellow-green, lost a hymen altogether (not even a trace of ripped tissue), can no longer produce eggs (I still have ovaries, and they produce the needed hormones- just no eggs), and got one huge permanent pink tailbow that has stayed proportional to me as I grew up. As for everything else- mentally, emotionally, sexually, even personality-wise-- it's believed that what happened only enhanced what was already there. Before I turned 5, I just was that cute little mousie, bright but unremarkable. Dime-a-dozen forgettable. I think my mum described what happened afterwards as an "awakening", and more of a sense of awareness of who and what I was, and that's about it. :)

As for what I am, I was brought up to live an honest life, without causing harm or trouble to others. That means even being honest about who and what I am. I wish I didn't have these feelings, but I do, and I wish I could reconcile what I am, but that's something I don't yet know how to do.

Right now, the prevailing theory is that pedophilia has the same roots as homosexuality, bisexuality, heterosexuality and transgenderism- It's in the genes that define us, sexually.

For me, if there was a safe environment where I could be free and not ashamed of being what I am, I'd take that opportunity. But I don't know of any such environment, other than living in solitary exile-- Which is why if I could, I'd buy an island.

If the opportunity came to me (wishful thinking), and I was assured I wouldn't be in trouble, all I would want is consent. Consent is very important to me, regardless of age. But.... I don't see that happening. (Not that kids don't offer themselves- Some do. And many kids who had such experiences didn't necessarily suffer. But the ones who did, and those who made them suffer, make us all look bad, and that's what you hear about in the news.)

I don't know if I'll ever find happiness and be at peace with myself. :(

Amy. <:3 )~~8~


Clitorally speaking.....

("Oh, shit! There goes our G-rating!" ;) )

You PROBABLY have noticed that most male furs- actually most furs period- have human genitalia. Oh, sure- Certain canids (dogs, foxes & wolves, to the uneducated) and horses- particularly MALE ones- might have genitalia for their species.

Females are almost universally drawn with human genitalia....

I'm just saying that I think if your going to have anthros with certain characteristic traits of that species, perhaps the genitalia should follow suit?

Well... When I created Amy, that was why I had her equipped with a fully murine (ie: mousey) vagina- No protruding labia (vaginal lips), but with a gargantuan clitoris. :) Now, how do I know this sort of thing? I've been keeping domesticated mice for pets now for the last 6 years, all female (except for a chemically-castrated male that was sold with the females), so I know what the plumbing looks like.

So I vowed to have Amy have the same plumbing. :)

So, what's it look like? Think of an open mouth on an "o" with the tongue sticking out. :) The clitoral shaft is much like that, with the tip protruding from the vaginal passage like a truncated penis, and it does get bigger and harder when aroused- Mice get aroused easily, and quite wet, too. :)

(Why yes, Amy does- In fact, she's a squirter! Oh, my- Did I say that? ;) )

Well, now! </Chicken man announcer voice> I'm sure enough of you are going "TMI, TMI, TMI!", but what the hell- Suffer! ;)

d.m.f.
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Added: 13 years, 3 months ago
 
CyberCornEntropic
13 years, 3 months ago
Personally, my Polyphemus looks an awful lot like a Censored bar.  :/  I have no idea what a tittery-whoppet might look like because I tend to focus on the knuckles instead.  Say, Amy, those knuckles of yours look very pointy and hard....  :o
dmfalk
13 years, 3 months ago
< Amy >

My hands are normal for mice- Furless, human-like, but unlike my tail, nose and the insides of my ears, they're the same grey as my fur. (And I use an orange-and-jasmine skin lotion to keep 'em soft, especially when it gets cold around here.)

Amy. <:3 )~~8~
CyberCornEntropic
13 years, 3 months ago
It's not really a fetish for knuckles that I have, rather more of a paranoia.  Let's just say that one of the advantages of a skunk's coloration is that it hides black eyes.  It's easier to run for safety when you see them coming beforehand.
dmfalk
13 years, 3 months ago
Amy's rarely angry, and even rarer would hit anyone-- Being a mouse, there's a preference to just shy away from trouble, or run, if that's an option.

She prefers tinkering with radios, cooking, reading.....or fondling a cute skunkette, mousette, squirrelgirl or *ehem* lepti girl, given the opportunity... ;)

Definitely not hurting anyone. Just not her thing.

d.m.f.
CyberCornEntropic
13 years, 3 months ago
That certainly is true.  However, were she and I to meet, I wouldn't necessarily know that.  Better safe than sorry, you know.
dmfalk
13 years, 3 months ago
Keep in mind she's a mouse-- Mice aren't quite as aggressive as rats. Not to mention she's a bit on the small side-- Her best defense, other than running or dodging, is her sense of humour, because small gets beaten by big, usually...

(She can easily fit both the archetype and stereotype of mice, but not always.)

d.m.f.
CyberCornEntropic
13 years, 3 months ago
"The least likely can be the most dangerous." ~ Bumblebee

Amy knows she not dangerous.  People who know her know she's not dangerous.  But I'm shy and wary around strangers, so I wouldn't know.  The fault would not lie with Amy, but with me.  After all, she's short, and I'm tall.  My censored bar would be in easy range of her fist. :o
dmfalk
13 years, 3 months ago
Amy's normally the kind of mouse who's pretty much straightforward about just about anything, especially herself (except for the more embarrassing aspects of who and what she is, which she doesn't always trust others to know or understand). She's always friendly when talked to, and few have ever earned her contempt. (Instead of getting angry or doing something rash, she invokes Karma on those who have earned her contempt, and just goes off to do or pursue something else, so she doesn't have to think about it.) She isn't that hard to make friends with, but she wouldn't force it.

d.m.f.
CyberCornEntropic
13 years, 3 months ago
In short, once the ice gets broken, all would be well.  But breaking the ice is always the hard part.  ;p  Odds are, were she and I to meet, we'd pass each other and do our best to not pay any attention.
dmfalk
13 years, 3 months ago
Actually, Amy isn't the type to avoid someone if that someone crosses her path- She'd just take things as they come. She's not likely to pursue anything, though, if the other person tries to avoid her. When in conversation, she's actually a pretty good listener (you'd expect that with the ears), but when someone avoids her and goes off elsewhere, she just shrugs and moves along.

d.m.f.
CyberCornEntropic
13 years, 3 months ago
In which case, by that time, the ice would be broken, and I'd still be closed mouthed. :p Even when I know someone, it can take a while before I have much to say.
dmfalk
13 years, 3 months ago
Depends... Amy (like me) does have something in common with you (or your character)-- Star Trek. :) Something about her, no matter how small, might give away that she's a Trek fan. :) (Amy doesn't particularly care for most of the popular mobile phones because they're not flip-phones-- Why? She likes the classic Star Trek communicator. :) Funny, though, but that's why I have a flip-style phone, too... ;) )

d.m.f.
CyberCornEntropic
13 years, 3 months ago
Personally, I detest phones of all sorts, including flip-phones, but that's an anti-phone thing in general rather anything specific.
dmfalk
13 years, 3 months ago
I use mine sparingly, but it's the only way to reach me from where I sleep... (In a "mother-in-law" cabin behind the house... The house has the DSL.)

Amy's the same way, but sometimes she checks the news on her phone.

d.m.f.

CyberCornEntropic
13 years, 3 months ago
On phones ~ I only have the landline for dialup, but if I thought I could get away with it, I'd get rid of it too.  Yes, I'm a Luddite when it comes to phones. ;p

On Star Trek ~ Personally, I'm more of a starship guy myself.  I like the ships, especially Starfleet's.
dmfalk
13 years, 3 months ago
I use my cellphone to keep me informed (weather & time, plus news via a phone app), and to be available for my mother, but I'm otherwise rarely using it like many phone addicts do.

(I do have WiFi access through a router connected to the house's landline, where the DSL comes in, which I pay for. This gives me WiFi radio out in my cabin. :) )

I also like the ships. :) Ironically, though, I've had a recurring dream about a Klingon cruiser taken over by sex-crazed bunnies, and when other Klingons encounter this ship, they specifically avoid it as being "even worse than tribbles"! ;)

d.m.f.
CyberCornEntropic
13 years, 3 months ago
On phones ~ No one wants to call me, I don't want to call anyone, and I don't want anyone to call me. :p The only reason besides the internet that I have a phone line is that it might be necessary at some point.  Maybe.

On Star Trek ~ That reminds me of someone I know on Furcadia who made a dream (an in-game world) with an old Klingon bird-of-prey that had been refurbished into a haven for bunnies – including a former Borg drone (and bunny) 6 of 9.  And yes, the crew is all bunnies, mostly female. :o
dmfalk
13 years, 3 months ago
I try to keep myself available for those that might need to contact me, although that's relatively rare.

As for the Klingon bunnies... All I can say is "Es ist eine kleine Welt!" :) (I'll leave translation to you... ;) )

d.m.f.
CyberCornEntropic
13 years, 3 months ago
"chemvaH qIj ghobtaH mughato',    ta' Degh luneHmo' chaH,
"veng naQDaq Haw'taH mughato',    ghaH tlha'lI'mo' chemvaH.
"chaHvaD 'Iwghargh nobta' yej    'ej qagh ror nobta' qum;
"ro'qegh'Iwchab nobDI' QaS,    vengvo' chaH ghImmeH ghum."

Okay, no bunnies, but tlIngon Hol doesn't exactly have a word for them. ;p
dmfalk
13 years, 3 months ago
:)

d.m.f.
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