Well got bad news found out that my mother has c19 we have her quarantined in our camper. Like she suggested if anyone in the household got it. My worries is she claims she's healthy enough that she will be fine. She works at a hospital as a pharmacist, granted she didn't deal with the patients. But she did deal with everyone else. My paranoia is it spreading in the house. And she's more concerned with me then herself because i have kidney disease and asthma. Through this whole thing I haven't left my house and i stay upstairs in my room. Still washing of the hands and wearing masks even in the house, and the worst thing about it is i want both me and my dad tested but can't go do shit because we aren't showing symptoms of it. I have the shakes typing this my nerves are shot. I told myself years ago that i'd do journals i did a couple and just gave up i didn't have much to share i guess. But with the whole world affected by this shit. Now its affecting my life directly im scared. I can admit that even though i don't want to. I, I..... I don't know what else to say or do at this point in time. Not gonna be able to sleep the next few weeks im sure. Its like a death in the family even though no one died yet, and i hope no one does.
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25 Apr 2020 00:53 CEST
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