I've always been a very stressed out workaholic girl but lately it's been getting a tad too unhealthy so I think it's best I take some cautions.
The general worries and whatnot, caring for the sickie boy, my family overseas are always on the back of my mind. I'm trying my best to keep up with work to pay the bills, try to balance fitness, health and all the other responsibilities and despite occasionally overdoing things it's been okay. But now with the limitations imposed by self quarantining for the safety of it has been taxing and now with more and more things becoming inaccessible, everything is more uncomfortable and frustrating. By now even the local gym shut down so hubbo's a mix of agitated and depressed which is is just fucking lovely. c:
Sooo to get through everything as sane and healthy as possible, I'll have to start giving myself some 'forced time off' and I'd like to ask for everyone's understanding whom I am currently working with that may be affected by this. It basically just means I'll still work my butt off, but I don't want to get to the level of sleep depravity, unbearable migraines, nausea and just the general feeling of 'I wanna die'.. SO I'll have to dedicate more time to cardio like dancing and whatnot plus some relaxing gaming, etc. Relaxing is genuinely hard for me but I've gotta learn to just turn my brain off.
So yeah. :Y I'll still continue working but the pace might have to slow down some and please, pretty please, don't pressure me. I genuinely can not handle that now, I am doing what I can.
I hope all of you are safe and as good as can be. Take care and thank you for everything! ~
2 weeks, 3 days ago
19 Mar 2020 04:10 CET