Seeing everyone freaking out and panicking about the coronavirus. Like, I get it, believe me. The panic is perfectly rational, the precautions are necessary, and people are justly uncertain about the future. Everyone's panicking, worrying about doomsday scenarios, seeing the world collapse around them and becoming paralyzed in overwhelming panic and fear. Economic collapses are happening every few days now, people are unsure of their financial or housing situations now globally, and if someone so much as coughs everyone nearby panics.
And I'm just here like:
"... I know I should be worried, but, everything feels the same for me. End of the world? Meh."
And then it hits me. I'm so overwhelmed with anxiety and trauma and depression, it's almost like, the world going in to plague panic mode is just an externalization of how my mind and body feels nearly every day. This level of hysteria is p much my normal state.
Even WITH my anti-anxiety medication, I constantly feel quite on edge and worried about everything all the time always, so...
I'm numb to the end of the world. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
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