I really need somebody to talk to. I had a really rough week. I've been having some issues with communication, especially with my stepmother. I'm having a hard time asking and listening and it really makes her mad. Seriously, she has a temper that's so bad, even the Angry Video Game Nerd, the Nostalgia Critic and the kids from "South Park" would be given a run for their money. I need help.
Before he even met me and my Dad, my stepmother never dealt with kids a day in her life, let alone one with high-functioning autism. Yeah, I'm autistic. In fact, I didn't even know about it, until I was in high school. I'm sure some of you out there have autism yourselves. I was also dealing with flashback from my childhood, although it's hard to explain on the details.
I've been constantly reminding myself to ask and listen more. Trying to put more effort into doing so and she doesn't seem to care that I'm even trying. I don't know what she wants from me anymore. I even lost the computer a few times because I didn't ask or listen. I'm not perfect.
I'm sorry, but I needed to get some stuff off my chest. I needed someone to talk to and I need help with communication. I can't even try to work on any stories because of all this drama. That, and a lack of ideas. The point is, I need help because I don't know what to do for my family anymore.
I pray my stepmother finds help before it's too late. I'm a Christian and I pray to the Lord for help. I hope my stepmother controls her emotions before things go from bad to worse for her and the rest of the family. I don't know if anyone can hear me, but I need help. Sorry if I'm a little emotional, but I needed someone to talk to about what I'm going through.
P.S. My family is working on a schedule for me and I probably won't make much time for the computer, much less work on any stories. So, I probably won't be available. It's a shame, really. Because I've been going through a lack of ideas since the beginning of the year. I might leave a list of requests for anyone who does requests, but is anyone out there even taking requests? Because I don't know anymore.
By the way, I saw the "Sonic the Hedgehog" and all I can is this without spoiling any details: It was pure awesome!
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22 Feb 2020 20:34 CET
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