As the journal title states, I'm still alive and barely hanging on by the skin of my teeth.
First things first, when my car was repossessed two weeks ago, I had no way to get in touch with anyone which sent me deep into dark territory and thinking very dark thoughts. I have my emotions and spirit back under control now and will be starting new anti-depression meds next week. I have been talking to my mental health counselor pretty much daily. Thankfully I never got to the point that I had to be admitted into a psyche ward for observation and to keep me from harming myself.
On that note, I have been talking to a fair number of charities to seek out help to get me into a place to live that has the minor comforts of home (with the ability to cook a decent meal on a regular basis). One reason I m trying to get a small place is that since my eviction, I have gained nearly 40lbs. That weight gain is due to me eating out pretty much on a daily basis. Another reason for the weight gain is my lack thereof of regular sleep. And the third reason is that I am eating emotionally which is in no way, shape or form to keep my body as healthy and active as possible.
I am also seeking a better paying job that will give me roughly the same pay as my current one with fewer hours. I have been considering doing something but I have to be careful about what I am thinking about doing and make sure that have everything lined up a running smoothly. (This is something that I have been bouncing off the heads of a very few, close and trusted friends.
One last thing...
I have not nor will I order any art right now until I am fully back on my feet. Any art that I do get will be either gift art, raffle art or free, NOTHING else. Though I will be posting new art I have gotten the past few years whenever I can hook up my laptop to free wifi..
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30 Jan 2020 08:03 CET
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