In today's society people are too enamored with technology to live in their own head for even a few minutes. That quick fix of a liked post or a laugh for a clever quip. I am guilty too sometimes, don't get me wrong. Things are strange for me right now. I am in a good place with my mate mentally and emotionally. We've never been better in those respects. But physically... well there are problems. She has problems. I don't give her grief over it, I am a supportive mate.
But I am so physically lonely that it hurts. Cuddles only go so far. Touch. That sensation of another person wanting to be near you, wanting to engage in physical contact for any reason. Whether it be a tight hug or a quick handshake, it is necessary. But so too is physical love. The feeling of being intimate with someone, being wrapped in their arms in mutual bliss. To hear someone moan your name and cry out for you, that soft coo of pleasure. I crave it...
Now, my mate has told me "What I can't see I don't know" and all that jazz but how does one even engage in such things? Sure, physically I crave to touch and be touched. But what happens if there comes more? What happens if there is a connection on other levels. I am so confused. Earlier I tried to reach out via a 'Furry Community' and see if there were any other furs in my area, someone maybe who could listen, hear, talk with me. I've always been a closet fur, not even my mate knows. I feel trepidation. I am scared. I am so alone...
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4 years, 6 months ago
24 Oct 2019 03:13 CEST
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