Some of you may had seen that latest pic on the scraps. It's a scary pic, and I mainly used it to keep myself busy from the alternative.
The picture has a meaning two fold. It's meant to show the possibility of one of my friends actually dying, as well as my own desires for dead after hearing about it. I really wanted to hurt myself. So instead I poured a few hours into the picture to stay busy, even while I was shaking.
After posting it I really just didn't have much to say, I wasn't online for a while and just slept, and worked more. Since then I've recovered a bit, even if there are lingering feelings of suicide. I always have lingering feelings, honestly.
But yeah, I'm a bit more stable now. More porn coming soon, and we'll be back to business as usual.
3 weeks, 4 days ago
24 Jul 2019 02:15 CEST