somehow anyways lmao
So, basic summary of my abcense outside of sparing posts.
Life. Fucking. Sucks.
Last two weeks I have been recovering from a visit to the Emergency Room.
Fuck the local hospital. Hate it with a damn passion, and this last time only solidifies my stance of "Unless I am dying, I will go somewhere else" after waiting for five fucking hours to be seen to have an extremely horrible infection drained when I was in enough agony that I couldn't even stand laying down. They even had an infant of 2 months old waiting for 3 hours before I even got there, and were called back half an hour before I was. Also had a 90 year old woman with a bleeding head wound just sitting in the ER off in a corner instead of taking her back immediately to be treated. Oh, and taking in people younger than I am (of which I am 26 summers old) and then releasing them 10 minutes later.
(This was also between the hours of 11:45pm and 5am PST)
About a week before that I was being an absolute fucking moron and ignoring the issue hoping it would go away (which is what got me into trouble to begin with).
Times before that, taking care of adults around me (errand bitch/babysitting/adultsitting).
Thankfully though, things are getting better. Dads sister and two of her daughters moved in with him due to IRL reasons, so I am hoping that with those three living with him, I won't be called upon as much and can get back to how I used to be.
These last six years of him fighting for custody has really fucked everything up on my end, but its family, what can you really do. That and I wanna make sure my little bro is safe and taken proper care of.
Plus my little gremlin of a brother is adorable and I love him, so I haven't really minded watching him so much.
My hubby's (well, he's still just my fiancé, but after 9 years we basically call eachother husband/wife mentally) laptop died... again. Literally in the same week as his friends laptop, which was for the same reason. Both of their deaths was due to faulty PSU's. So in the meantime, I have been letting him use my desktop while he is home from work/on his days off and have been using my laptop to chat to people. That's about all its good for now, as running anything other than discord just makes the poor thing overheat. Only thing I can really do is write.
I can sit for a few hours now before needing to lay down due to pain (and the fact that I have been pretty much bed ridden for three weeks doesn't help my energy levels). Managed to draw something with only some mild discomfort while at my desktop (my short story/cover art for "Reminders - A Kings Tale").
That story kind of reignited my love for story telling, but I am not sure who all is actually interested in reading lore/stories about my characters, and not specifically just about my Corthaine clan either, but just of any of my characters in general.
Would people be interested in more writings?
Would people be more interested in fanfictions of canon characters? Or a mix of canon and fan characters?
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Wow, long ass journal lmao
Sorry for partial vent, I know that's not what y'all watch me heh... but yeah, just felt like I needed to type something, also get an idea about any possible stories I could type while I am still recovering (which should be another 2 weeks at most hopefully).
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