well yesterday was pretty sad, dog ''lucy'' got purposely ran over yesterday, messed me up a good bit.... I don't have any emotions strength to do anything right now...
I was gonna stream and finish some comms but in the middle of it I just felt pretty stoic and lost, then I been nagged in my thoughts thinking about my deceased foster grandparents that raised me all these years, so yeah that has been eating up at me a bit....
then I just feel like I am being a bother and asking for help on my current laptop situation so I kinda hate myself at the same time wishing that I could just carry myself better, im feeling pretty worthless asking you guys for everything...
not to mention I have commissions everywhere and even though recently i have been tackling them down I feel that people kinda hate me for not finishing them, even though I been staying in contact with everyone.... im not perfect, but i do feel like a loser for it all....
it might be just my dogs passing that got me like this, or the pent up responsibilities for not finishing things because I been so lazy and a emotional wreck from recent times that I don't think I am all that, i know my worth and I know I can d whatever I please, but right not im not feeling so hot....
so guys I apologize for all the inconvenience I have caused you all, im deeply sorry that I am like this , but life is life right now, and life is kicking my ass...
has won with a total of 65 dollars and will be in the picture as stated, thank you for the help and support making me closer on my goal towards my new laptop.
and if you guys want to help I do have a donation pool open on either gofundme and paypal.me listed below. thanks guys for understanding.
First, take care of yourself and your family. This is a rough time for you. Also, find the person that did that and press-charges. If they would do that to a dog, they can do that to a person without second-thought.
We can wait on the art, but you need to make sure you're okay.
First, take care of yourself and your family. This is a rough time for you. Also, find the person th
You need to take care of your family first. And that motherfucker that purposely ran over your dog, I hope he rots in hell, and I hope you can press charges on him.
You need to take care of your family first. And that motherfucker that purposely ran over your dog,
