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yiharbin

......Ian... you idiot......

.....why...... am I really the scum of the earth?
Am I really.... some.... pathetic..... monster....?

....... people try to convince me that I am so kind and sweet and caring.......... but.... then they turn on me..... blame me...........
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.....jarred is the 19th person to do this....... "I love you and I will never leave you. I promise"..... no time later.... "Good bye forever, you worthless pile of fuck"
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I cant trust anyone!!!!!
everyone fucking lies to me!!!! the second i trust them, they fucking tear up my heart and fucking throw it in my face!!!!!

.......I.... I am sick.... of everything........





......love is just a fairy tale...... a fairy tale for pathetic dreamers............. like me..............



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I just want to disappear into fucking oblivion and be gone forever..........
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Maybe.... I am..... just such a horrible..... horrible person..... I dont desurve love.... never have........... Im a fucking idiot for thinking I could ever really be loved........ have love.........................
stupid ian! get your head out of the clouds!!!!

This type of thing happens all the time... you never learn your lesson.... ever...ever ever ever......... You make the mistake of trusitng anyone that shows they care..... you let anyone in that says 'I love you'... then you are so surprised when you find out they dont.......... you idiot.... you pathetic idiot!!!! you know you arnt meant to be happy! you know you arnt meant to feel love!!!! stop trying!!! just....... just stop........ Ian... you know your not suposed to be happy.... your never supposed to feel happiness..... your not supposed to be loved..... stop pretending otherwise, you hopeless dreamer.....





.......................that is all................ sorry for wasting your time.....................
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Added: 6 years, 8 months ago
 
cooncub
6 years, 8 months ago
Guess thats why I live alone still. hugs hope you feel better again very soon.
yiharbin
6 years, 8 months ago
thanks... ;;
PURRfect93
6 years, 8 months ago
-sigh-  i hate people who turn on their friends.... -hugs tight-
yiharbin
6 years, 8 months ago
*hugs back tightly*
PURRfect93
6 years, 8 months ago
i might not be a friend yet, but i stand by your side. -hugs tighter-
yiharbin
6 years, 8 months ago
thank you, so much
PURRfect93
6 years, 8 months ago
its what i do ^\\\^
quickninja12
6 years, 8 months ago
dude, life and love both suck, no one is ever willing to put the effort forth for someone they really care about, even if you find the perfect person there's always something to separate you two, you're married, they're single (or vise versa) but all you can do is fake a smile and keep on living your life the way you want to.
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