Welp, it's that time again. Time for me to bitch about something. I've been in... I guess some relationships? Although not really, it's complicated. One lasted for a year, basically a few months before it got too much and I broke it off. They were too demanding, controlling and just... I hate using the word but I have to, toxic. It was just unpleasant.
They made me so stressed out, my whole thing was fucked up and gah. Blah, other sounds. Yeah. Then I have another one... that wasn't really one. But it's the age gap. I immediately didn't want to be involved with that. Nuh-uh. No sir. No way in hell am I going down that route or find accidental jail bait. Fuck that.
But here's the thing that most of you probably don't know. I'm antisocial and prefer to be alone sometimes, yes. But also... I don't particularly like a lot of people. I'm okay with some people... just not all. Especially those who annoy me. For example, I didn't exactly memorize or like any of my sister's friends and the years went by and there's only like... two, three people she knows?
The rest made stupid life decisions or are absolute assholes and losers. And you know what, I called it. From the very start. I was not surprised. But let's get this one thing clear. Long distance relationships almost never work, and I don't want one. I'm not fucking desperate. I just want to do my own thing. And now I'm quite burned out on RP'ing. I've been doing it too much and need... some rest and to let my brain calm down.
It's starting to become too much. But anyways, rant, bitching, venting over. That's all I have to say.
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