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misterpickleman

Update on me and things

Hello, everyone. Your friendly neighborhood Pickles here.

First off, I'm very much still alive. (Albeit with a bit of acid reflux right now, but that's not important.) I haven't given up on the fandom or art or the comic or anything. I've just been... Unfocused. And that's a problem. Especially when I have so many things I want to do. And it's starting to drive me up a wall.

Let's address some things one at a time. First, the comic.
The comic isn't dead. It's an "unintentional hiatus." I have this grandiose idea of doing a fancy-pants animated scene and have a very talented artist and animator helping me... Or, rather, WILL be helping me, as soon as I get my mind back on track. For those of you only here for the comic, then I promise more is coming.

Art in general.
You may have noticed that last little burst-upload I made of mostly sketches and almost zero "finished" art. That ties back into my problems focusing on things. I'll make a sketch, think of something else I want to do, and then immediately start on that next thing. And the down times when I'm suffering from block and can only draw potatoes (you know, the time where I really SHOULD focus on something I already started on because all the hard work is done) are the times I want to be creative the most! I'm genuinely thinking I might need to get checked out and perhaps get a prescription for something to help me with my absentmindedness.

My patrons on Patreon.
You guys are simply amazing and I feel REALLY guilty for not giving much of anything over the past almost TWO MONTHS... I've certainly not done anything to warrant any kind of support, which makes you guys even more amazing. Yes, a few of you have left and I still thank you.
I've actually considered shutting it down because I feel like a leech over the whole, "no recent content" thing... I even asked a few friends for their input and they all said, basically, the same thing. That is to leave it up and, if people want to stop, they'll do it on their own. So that's why I haven't pulled the trigger on it... So, those of you who have and still support me, thank you so much. I'm really trying to get back in gear and actually make it worthwhile.

As for the rest of things, well I've committed to going to FWA next month. I'll be there that Thursday to Monday. And that'll be good for me, because I need interaction. The last con I went to (Megaplex) was fun and energizing. I've needed that feeling again.

And speaking of Megaplex, I have booked my hotel already, but have yet to purchase my membership... It's still a ways off, though. So I'm not concerned.

I suppose this is as good a place as any to close out. I need to get to bed, anyway. It's after midnight for me and I have to be up for work in less than five hours...
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Added: 5 years ago
 
AJDurai
5 years ago
See your problem here is you need more otters. =3
PozPuppeh
5 years ago
Otters are a great resource to get the creative juices flowing. X3
wollypegger
5 years ago
But they they always have you doing otter things than what you need to be doing.
curtainshowers
5 years ago
Glad to hear you're doing alright! Hope you get some of that focus back soon ^-^
Chrisicefallenmoon
5 years ago
Still backing ya pickle I will wait as long as you need
Thaddeus
5 years ago
We still love you, Pickles.  I'll be waiting here for as long as it takes for you to open that jar of focus and get my craving for the sweet, sweet dill I know is in store for us all.
CodaLeo
5 years ago
Just keep being awesome Pickles. We all love and support you :3
DownThePipes
5 years ago
Glad to hear from you again
soggymaster
5 years ago
I'd love to come down to Atlanta for FWA!  Problem is, it's a bad weekend for me.
BizyMouse
5 years ago
look forward to meeting you! I won't be hard to find in the den.
Lnarra214
5 years ago
I know the feeling man. it's been roughly 2 years since i did any real art. hope you can find your focus soon!
Autumnbear
5 years ago
Too many ideas eh? Sounds like a set-up for the Furry version of the ultimate "where's Waldo" book to me.
Ooh. Or a "choose your own adventure" thing. "If you think the comic should go THIS way, go see page 386..."
Just promise you won't try a "scratch-n-sniff" comic please. Wet dog fur, mating season musk, and that slightly sweet-n-tangy green otter smell has some strange... 'side effects'... if ya know what I mean. >:3
JesterSnake
5 years ago
pickle pickle your self critisism is good but its going to drive you mad xD you need to just do things bad drawings, good drawings, just keep at it... I know I've said this many times but you need to stop being so hard on yourself it not doing you any good and its only feeding your anxiety

I hope to see more of your art but above all else I do hope you'll enjoy doing it... and yes you can ignore chat if you ever do stream again I find it that you get distracted too much by us... anyway have a fun time in FWA you need to relax more xD
Saglinger
5 years ago
Ugh.  Acid reflux.  Not fun.  Dunno if I have that myself, but get heartburn almost every night.
CubbyH
5 years ago
I feel your pain about being focused on art. Hope it all goes well. Good luck with both of the cons! You know ill be at megaplex this year if you want someone to hang out with. I vary much enjoyed meeting you last year. It was one of the big high lights of the con.
Gendasi
5 years ago
I feel the pain, Pickles.

I've recently told the friends I DM for that I need to slow down on how often we play because they're tearing through the content that I had planned but the reality is that I just can't sit still long enough to focus on putting anything new together. I've made up excuses for why things are rough in the past like "forgot my notes" or "last session derailed my main plot so I spent all week trying to string together a storyline; you guys are full of surprises!" The truth is that I honestly haven't done a shred of work until the day we're supposed to meet, which is why I spend so much time running my mouth and "railroading" my players. They're having a blast, though, so I'm happy with the results. Just not the method.

Don't worry about me at least. Even if everyone else bails out, I'll still be looking for your sketches and doodles in my New Submissions. :D
Neversoft
5 years ago
Remember to take it easy and don’t over work yourself. ^w^
Dreamous
5 years ago
Stuff happens- hope you can push through it!

And cool, hope to see you at FWA/that FWA helps you recharge!
BlueShark
5 years ago
Youre foucus will return.  Woof an animation fancy pants in creation,  thats going to be tough!  Hope your up for it
XxrandomguyxX
5 years ago
EAGERLY waiting for your triumphant return <3
Hentooth
5 years ago
Why don't you put your Patreon "per creation" and then just not upload stuff on it? So you don't charge people and you then don't feel guilty because of it?
cheetahjab
5 years ago
Pretty sure this was written by your ghost... darn lying ghosts!!!
Lelantos
5 years ago
Your work is always worth waiting for, however long it may take. And I think that you show talent with that one kobold you doodled recently. I hope to see more "cutebolds" in the future. No matter what you make in the future, I'm sure it'll be great.
snowdream
5 years ago
We're taught that art is some sort of ~magical muse of whimsy~ and that we must  lay out a gentle picnic of inspiration and await patiently for the fairies of creation to come to us and bless us with their magical ways.  

Well, it is to some degree, but, really?  It's more about learning to do it on command, and learning how to break through your art blocks when you get blocked.

So....  If you have trouble setting aside the time to draw because Twitter is distracting you, make a time for twitter.  (For me, it's the hour after I wake up, when I am having breakfast while I'm watching youtube.)  If it's just that you don't want to finish drawing past the sketch stage... set aside some time, every day, for finishing art past the sketch stage.

And... do it. And if that doesn't work for you...  Figure out what the problem is and figure out how to solve it.  

For me: I spent ALL DAY on twitter.  I thought about deleting it.  But there were a few people I wanted to keep up with, and it's my main social media.  So: I spent a few hours and added all of the people who are Very Important To Me to a twitter list, and I changed my bookmark so that I only see the list when I visit.  Suddenly, "all afternoon" became "about 15 minutes in the morning and "a nice coffee break" later in the day :)  

And if that doesn't work?  try again.  

A lot of life if trying to figure out how to manipulate yourself into doing things.

Maybe you sketch for 15 minutes to warm up, then finish work for the next 2 hours, before rewarding yourself with another hour of sketching. Maybe you reward yourself with netflix.

Maybe you gotta do something else.  But you can figure it out :)

(also, if you *are* adhd, some caffeine can help focus you!)

(also, I love your art <3)
skullitron333
5 years ago
I'm 'otterly' relieved to hear you're doing well for the most part. I can feel you on the unfocused part, I get that way sometimes and it does suck. I dont really have a good remedy for it outside of CBD oil which does help with focus and attention, that's what I've been using when I need to focus on something.
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