My stuff arrives soon. I already have the mic, and my Elgato comes soon. I would love to share my profile and be really open and carry over my self in its entirety to Let's Plays and such.
But I also want to make a job out of this and maybe one day make money, and as much as I don't care about cub/furries it can be hard to bring that in to a thing that you need to be successful when so many people frown upon it, and being "a furry lper" isn't niche enough anymore to warrant getting interest. I don't mind being a furry publicly, and it will come up eventually, but I don't feel like something like that should be very defining in the start. You know?
With all that said, it's atrocious to say "Anyone want a link to my videos when I start?" But... It's a thing, if you want. I know I have been dead as silent for years now. I went through a deep depression phase and I can't really say I'm 100%, but my drive to write is gone. It's still there, I like roleplaying, and I have ideas for stories, or books, but seeing people selling stories at something like ten dollars for 500 words when I was literally GIVING stories out for free trying to get to a point where I could sell it, and people were telling me I was bad, seeing other people with stories that were short and terribly written (Not saying I'm great) and seeing the comments where people call them fantastic, only to have people tell me my own stuff was weak... I just got tired of it. I'm just tired of it. But that's not what this is about.
Okay. New direction. Anyways I will be doing lps, and I might wipe this profile all together, been thinking of making a new fursona, and I can't move on if I cling to the past, you know?
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