After eleven long months of suffering, my father finally passed. It's over now. He gave it his best but one would figure cancer is a right motherfucker. After going into hospice over a week ago he started going on the decline, where he then slipped into a coma before gently moving on later the same day. I hated seeing him in this state...he was basically all skin and bones. And even after his passing I didn't...don't want to believe it.I wanted to wake up from this long horrible nightmare, I wanted it to be one of my terrible dreams...but alas I need to accept the fact that what I'm in now is reality, and it sucks. If anything, I'm grateful I got the chance to say what I wanted to say, I know there are many that don't. Our relationship was complex at best. More often than not he was an asshole...but not a truly terrible person. He will forever be in my mind, heart, and spirit...I just wish it didn't have to end this way.
If by chance you are still reading this I thank you, I have a request. If there is someone you hold dear, be it family or a lover/partner or even a best friend, give them a massive hug for me, and let them know how much they mean to you. Because you'll never know when life decides to not make sense and take what you hold dear away. I hope you all have a pleasant morning/noon/night, and here's for the many more to come.
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26 Jan 2019 12:04 CET
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