Ok 2019 relly not was my year, psychological problems with depression that were caused by one person at the beginning of the year and other people who collaborated with it throughout 2019, my problems with depression started early in 2013 and this has been dragging on to the present day , I've lost jobs, friendships and given up studying over the last 7 years because of that because the same trigger always appeared to raise my depression to the maximum and make me want to commit suicide or at least cry under the bed for some days, and yes I already had treatment and I took several remedies in the first 3 to 4 years but I gave up all this because they were having no effect, that last year of 2019 was reflected in my drawings, because of something that it happened as early as january 2019 i basically couldn't get the strength to draw anymore, i'm trying to go back in 2020 but when i try to make a draft i start to panic and cry in so not Expect to see some of my art again soon, as this is just a journal update from 1 year ago no one should read, but be warned to anyone who passes by my profile.
and forgot to comment, I did some medical exams and I'm in really bad health, and when I'm depressed I end up not taking care of myself and ignoring remedies so if I don't hear any reply on this account or any future updates I shouldn't be in conditions to do that, thank you to anyone who has read it.
