Tomorrow is my birthday, and while I have high hopes for good turnout, I don't know if it's possible for me to be more stressed about it. I was in a car accident last week, am getting nothing from my insurance company in terms of settling, my car is totaled, and I've been so antisocial my whole life I have no idea what to do about planning a party. I'm kinda just silently hoping nobody really notices and I can just get on with my life, but in truth, I WANT to have attention on me. Like fuck, is it so wrong? On my 21st birthday of course not, but realistically I am just dreading the day tomorrow.
Not sure if I'll make a follow-up to this journal, but maybe if y'all wanna send me some birthday wishes, it'd make me feel a lot better about all this shit. ♥️
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29 Nov 2018 01:46 CET
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