I dunno how else to describe it. Certain activities that feel similar to sexual tension but without arousal or any sexy stuff.
I have this odd fascination with being examined.
For example going to the hair dresser. When the person does my hair, that person's focus lies on me, but nothing is expected from me in any way (except for like tilting my head slightly). And I get this weird shivering feeling in my spine during the process that is very enjoyable.
Same thing when I am at a doctor for a routine examination. Listening to the heartbeat & breathing, blood pressure etc... It gives me a pleasant tingly feeling inside my torso/spine/neck. Like when you say a shiver runs down your spine, but longer lasting and pleasant.
But also situations were I am examined without any physical interaction can cause this feeling. It has to be something though were the outcome is unrelated to my inputs or performance. So it can't be like a test or a performance review or something where I feel a strong connection to the outcome.
I don't really have anything to compare it to. I don't get aroused during these things and I also don't find these settings especially sexually appealing, but at the same time I get the feeling these are linked.
Do any of you guys have something like that?
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23 Nov 2018 11:08 CET
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