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Vrabo

I'm done. I don't feel good.

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So... here's my attempt at publicly documenting how imptober went down;

The I drew 2 pictures a day (not counting edits). I drew the first 10 pictures by the 5th and that was when I left home to go on a trip with a few friends. I stayed for longer than I thought which meant by the I'd get back on the 13th, I was a lot more relaxed and lazy.

I was already behind and I was now uploading one picture a day while drawing more in advance. The 20th came and I with 11 days to go, I had 21 more pictures to get down, it was kinda discouraging. It came to a point where I realized I'd had to draw two pictures a day EVERY DAY if I wanted to get this done...

So I did just that. My life during these 11 days was; "Wake up, draw, eat, draw, shit, draw, go back to bed."

I didn't go outside, I didn't shower, I didn't spend any time with friends etc..

My health has been impacted much worse than I thought, slowness in everything, loss of creativity, it takes 5-7 hours to finish a drawing, skin looks pale, I developed a food addiction I think, like I'm full but I just want to eat something constantly even though I can't because I'm full..? And I lost most of my physical strength.


So why did I decide to do this to myself so I could finish Imptober?
Because it became a personal ego thing for me. I wanted to prove to myself that I can do what I say I was going to do. I wanted to set a scary goal and achieve it ragerdless of what it took, that's pretty much it.

In conclusion for the pictures:
56 total pictures were drawn within 16 days. Fuck me.


So now I'm gonna go lay down.. forever. I'm really not feeling well.
I might not draw or upload for a while. We'll see.
Commissions are open but I'll get to those at a later time, hope you all understand.

And finally, thank you to everyone who gave suggestions for Imptober and a special thanks to those few who expressed concern for me during this period! (Maybe that's not the correct word for it but english is failing me right now.) I hope you guys liked my interpretations of your ideas! <3
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Shello
5 years, 5 months ago
Hope you feel better soon. ♥
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