Despite Everything That's Happened...

...I'm still me.

Despite the passing of my uncle, I do need to say that I have good news. I'm getting better. Things have been such a crazy rollercoaster, but right now, I'm on the upswing.

Downs:
- Still tough thinking about his passing, even if I was braced for it for a couple of years
- I hope I don't have to be pallbearer. Not sure how that's gonna mess with me emotionally but I'm sure carrying the casket won't do me any favors. Yeah, it's kinda selfish of me to think that way but...man I hope I'm okay by then if they need me to do so. His funeral is this Saturday so I'll be staying at my mom's on Friday.

- Still no job. Still trying to get my money up in the meantime. @_@
- I lost my registration for Clip Studio Paint. x.x Luckily I still at least have it up and running on my PC. I just need to find a secondary to use on my laptop if I feel like coloring on it.

Ups:

- My PC is fixed, up, and running smooth (except Rocket League. No idea why my PC hates the Garage)
- I got a new laptop, no longer using my old one, this feels much better
- My PS4 Pro is at the repair shop, managed to get it fixed cheaper than the original quoted price (for now, it's still pending on what this second diagnosis says)
- My Vita is getting diagnosed as well. Poor guy just died on me suddenly. So hair pullingly frustrating
- I unfailed one of my classes that I've failed twice in the past. (Microeconomics. Mostly because I get so swamped and stressed I can't get my work in on time) - I did the work and my teacher did change my grade from an F to a C.
- I'm almost fully moved into my new place. Just a couple more boxes to do and I'm all good.

Overall, I've been fighting my stress, fighting back against my self-isolationist habits. Just constantly fighting to make things better. I'm getting there. Thanks for being patient with me guys. Y'all are the best.

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Added:	5 years, 5 months ago 30 Oct 2018 08:10 CET

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mewvg

5 years, 5 months ago

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Y'know you always have our support, lil bro.

Kadm

5 years, 5 months ago

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Be strong. One of the toughest things I've ever had to do in my life was to be a pallbearer for my grandmother. She was like a third parent to me, growing up through all the difficulties that I had as a youth. I won't say it's rewarding, but I'm glad I did it to support my dad, and his siblings. I wish there had been someone else, but sometimes family needs to see that support, especially at the worst of times.

Kasper

5 years, 5 months ago

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"Despite everything that's happened, I'm still me."

Something something determination. :p

LepusArcticus

5 years, 5 months ago

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You are awesome, stay strong! ^_^

caramelthecalf

5 years, 5 months ago

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*hugs* You are working through things, you'll get there! As for clipstudio paint, you MIGHT be able to check your e-mail and see if they sent you your code there, so you can reactivate it.