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CuriousKit

What is a friend?

What is a friend? A true friend? How do you know they are a true friend and not just someone who will throw you aside for someone better once it becomes apparent that you have nothing to offer except maybe misery?

Come to think of it, what is friendship? Because I don't know any more. I have nothing to offer. I don't even like drawing, writing or programming any more, and those I know will just find better friends, those who live closer and do actual activities with them. Me, I have nothing to give, and my soul is dark and consumed with hatred.

If this were a fantasy world, I'd become the creature of the night that seeks to upset the balance. In reality, I'm too afraid to break the law, but am still consumed by hatred and have no faith in humanity any more, and yet I have no-one to blame but myself for being subhuman.
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Added: 5 years, 6 months ago
 
nelson88
5 years, 6 months ago
Well said!^^
CuriousKit
5 years, 6 months ago
I don't know any more. The person I feel more hatred towards than any other is myself.
baseballdude4578
5 years, 6 months ago
*sighs and sits down next to you*  I'm sorry for disappearing...  it's just hard to find the motivation to talk when I'm being squeezed out of all of my free time by school...
CuriousKit
5 years, 6 months ago
And I feel I've been not just a bad friend, but a bad artist.  I still haven't drawn that picture you commissioned last year, and I don't have any faith in my ability to do it.  I don't even enjoy drawing or writing at the moment.  And with my emotions running wild and being consumed with hatred, I fear I'm going the way of Laufield.
baseballdude4578
5 years, 6 months ago
No problem, that's fully understandable, and no, you're not even close to being like Laufield...

*picks the foxie up for snuggles*
CuriousKit
5 years, 6 months ago
*cuddles and cries a little bit*

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