These last months was not the best for me. Since I failed my exam this year, I have to do again my senior class and it put me so much pressure that I kinda lost my trust during these last month and stopped to draw in August. Even in the July month, I try to forget it, I’m saying in my mind it’s okay, you will do better next time but I can’t imagine how my followers will feel of that and I decided to don’t talk about it and it create to me some jealousy in my favorite artists because I was saying myself : « look at them, they did it and look at you, you didn’t »
I expose my jealousy to you all and I knew that it will not be good for my reputation but...I was sad, so sad.
But now, I’m feeling better because my first day of school start very well. It was exiting to found again my old professors, with some news this year. And I done more acquaintance with my classmates and the beginning of my new year wasn’t bad at all. I love it.
And now I don’t feel jealousy of my artists anymore because I listened some advices from a friend and he said that there’s always a person less better than you and this person will be inspired to you for being better and I have to do the same action, being inspired of my favorite artists
But is that mean I will resume my drawings? Of course, but I will slowing down after the Digitober because I want to do my drawings as a secondary activities because I have to do prepare my adult life.
Anyway, I’m glad that everything became better for me and I hope to be more often there ^^
(And if I killed your eyes because of my grammar, well don’t forget that I’m a french guy, I’ve still have progress to do ;p)
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