I'll just come out and say it
I'm alone.
I'm out of the picture.
I'm an outcast.
I'm a real life 'lone wolf'.
I'm not one of the popular kids.
I'm not welcomed by others.
I'm the one who cant have the best things in life.
I'm the one who stays in the kitchen at parties.
I'm the one sitting next to the empty chair at the dance.
I'm that one looking in the window at everyone's happiness.
I'm the faceless slug. I'm the one who is seen but not heard.
I'm the real ugly duckling.
I'm the one that will never go to the ball.
I'm depressed.
I'm not able to get anything right.
I'm rejected.
I'm having the horrors of the past entering the one place I feel happy and welcomed in.
I'm only here right now with myself and nobody else.
I'm giving up.
I'm surrendering.
I'm not meant to be happy at all.
I'm not meant to have anyone.
I'm destined to be a lone and walk this road by myself, without even a single helping hand to hold.
I'm losing faith.
I'm sure nobody will even know I've gone.
I'm sure many will just say "Oh yeah, that guy" when I'm even mentioned, then move on.
I'm sorry.
Well, there! I said it! What now? Anyone going to say anything? Anyone?
Please?