Not much really, same vicious cycle, since I lost my job in february I more or less been reverting back to the depressed fool that mopes around the computer and makes youtube videos with the idiot idea that I'm making something worth watching, lol, I can't compete with established folks, but eh, it's not like i'm gonna stop making my dumb little youtube videos, they are fun to make, and they've been helping me a great deal keeping my mind busy to avoid falling into depression, so it's not all that bad I guess.
Speaking of not so bad, I ended up buying a spanking new Wacom Intuos tablet back in march since my old tablet pen never turned up and no one in the office ever bothered to say jack about it, lol. Been using it sparingly helping a friend with a project but other than that, it's been mostly radio silence, trying to break this stupid vicious cycle of me getting inspired and inmediately distracted, so I might get back to drawing some more, I won't make promises though, no need for me to depress myself with shit I can't guarantee i'll follow through, but as long as I get inspired, I'll doodle here and there!
On more positive notes, working that job took a nasty toll on my health, I'm talking getting dangerously fat, so fat that siatica problems came up again along with me struggling to both fit into my clothes and even turning in my bed while I sleep, so... Thanks to a neighboor, I got into this special therapy center, they do heat therapy with electric beds and thermal sheets, been going there since mid march and man... I'm not excactly thin right now, but at the very least I've started to recover, my gut size got considerably down and I'm planning to continue the therapy!
For the time being i'm making it my priority to lose weight before I go job hunting again, I want to accostume myself to both healthier eating habits and just flat out lose as much weight and size as I can, I've been fat my entire life and had horrible eating habits and much worse lifestyle, I want to salvage as much of myself as I can while I still got the chance.
TL;DR, shit's been happening, but at the very least i'm not falling back into the hole I had to climb out of!
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