What's up everybody, writing a journal telling how things are doing!
How are you doing lately? I am doing fine but I've struggling a bit dealing with myself. I am able to use my wrist much more after physiotherapy, but the amount of breaks I have to make can get frustrating at times. I'm making sure that I'm not pushing myself too hard, but it's been difficult. I try to make wrist exercises three times per week and they help. I just wish I could skip to 2019 and be much better already xD
I'm also having a difficult time dealing with my mind after the past semester. I don't know what held me from becoming insane. There is this thing called "fast thinking syndrome" and I might have been dealing with it my whole life unaware. Makes your thought process way too fast and messy in a way that you can't even feel you're living in the present. I haven't checked with a doctor yet but it would definitely make sense if I had this. It would explain my sleep issues, stuttering in speech and how I see my whole life basically :s Would explain the tendency of pushing myself too hard just to attend my mind satisfactions daily. Because most of the time I feel like a robot and that I'm losing my own life events... It's complicated.
Hmm. Recently I tried out Netflix and it's actually my first time using it! Me and Gabe were fascinated. So far I've watched Aggretsuko and Guntz:O. If anyone has any recommendations there please tell us <3
And for the past month I was using my Cintiq13HD for making art but after some time I realized that the new pen was heavier than my previous one, so I ended up going back to the Wacom Bamboo on my lap, a more comfortable angle to work and increased work time! We might sell eventually ;w;
I still have 4 commissions to finish and I couldn't hold myself from drawing some Weekend 2 arts in between ;W; I think this was part of the process of not going insane.
I'm also sharing Leilani's Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/LeilaniOtter She interviewed me back in 2015 on Sofurry and I'm very thankful for that :3
Thank you for reading, and as always see you next time!
