My room is now like new. the walls been replastered and my rooms been painted the whole house is clean now.
Went for 2 interviews one with a bank and one with a cinema .. I didnt get either of them.. like not even the cinema one.. I got super depressed but got up and didnt let the depression keep me down like it used to . I got on my pc and applied for more jobs.
I got a call last monday for another job in a different bank that i applied for and they interviewed me wednesday. I just got off the phone there and was offered the job. I'm so happy .Its not super money but its enough i can pay my rent and save some too.
I'm on the verge of crying as going from having no money and trying to scrape some together to buy a packed of rice for 95c as i was so hungry last week. To actually having a job that i can save money the idea of that is just making me so happy right now.
sorry to blather on but I just needed some where i can say this and you guys are always there <3 thanks everyone x