To be honest its pretty hard for me to write this journal here since im really not sure how to tell things in a way which are "understandable" easy and not missunderstood.
First of all, im really burned out right now.
I mean not "i dont have any ideas", i mean, i AM burned out. I have no clue whats so ever what i should draw either WHY i should draw. So again, dont get me wrong here but really,
i draw over 13 years now.
A old school traditional artist.
Im not someone who wants or looking for fame.
"Hated" from his family for that what hes drawing (yep.....).
Graining no respect for that he actually tries to keep it the classic way.
This is not a rant dont worry, i just tried to tell you how it feels to be me. I mean, look around you guys.
Right now, we all know im not a artist which can be compared to the more known ones. I dont name some but we all know who i "could" name here and if they would read this, they would laugh at me coz im, as the most would say, "not their level". See, i respect every artist and how they are doing WHAT they are doing but some....well...
I try to do my own thing and im somehow glad im not compared to some artist which does also his own thing. Some people called my style of art already unique and, again, im glad if some people enjoy my art. But right now, i really have no idea what i could draw either do, even if i try just to play a game, im unsure what or which...
I duno waht i need, maybe a "boost" or something, mostly maybe ideas but right now i just feel.....bad. really. and i mean not just "bad" i mean REALLY bad. Like totally bad.
So if you have anything to tell me, leave a comment i might respont too but right now i duno what i could do...
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20 May 2018 23:44 CEST
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