I noticed it's been nearly three years since my last art-based submission (that being the Sybil headshot image) and I really need to fix that. I don't want my account to seem dead, but I've been unemployed for nearly a year now, and have just been growing more and more depressed each year as I'm nowhere near any life goals. My only work experience is either in retail or fast food, which notoriously are some of the lowest paying jobs out there and I really need to make more money if I ever hope to live on my own and get anywhere in life (primarily transitioning). For some odd reason, I've lost power to my bedroom in a fashion that none of the electrical outlets in my room work anymore, but my ceiling fan/light still works. So I've had to use an extension cord and power strip just to power my computer in my room. However, because of this power situation, my scanner/printer is currently out of commission. It also doesn't help that in the past few years I've had a couple people I considered friends pass away, and my step-dad also passed away, and my own health hasn't been getting any better either. I've also been working on finally getting my own driver's license but the thing stopping me right now is the lack of funds to take the actual final test and a vehicle to take the test with (as in the state of Maryland you either need to have one, or basically rent one through them in a sense).
So...basically just want those that actually watch me, and read these journals to know that I'm still around and if I had the money I'd commission someone and have new art up by now. Sadly I can't really draw myself and lack really the proper materials to even get better (as I don't consider using a mouse on MS Paint to be a good option). The only other option I have is paper and drawing by hand in what pencils I can find (and maybe pen) but I feel that just wouldn't help especially since my scanner is out of commission right now.
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23 Mar 2018 08:55 CET
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