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NeroTH

Personal Confessions - Why I Feel Like a Douchecanoe

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So, yesterday was my birthday, as some people know. Not really anything important, just something I felt like sharing around. But honestly, I can't help but feel like a total scumbag douchecanoe sometimes, because, like, I see lots of other people getting absolutely showered with gift art when their birthdays roll around, but mine happened, and (unless someone drew something and just didn't say anything) I didn't get any sort of gift art.

I mean, really, it's a minor thing, but I can't help but feel a little miffed, and it makes me feel like I'm a horrible person because I'm miffed and want something, ANYTHING at all from people. Like, you shouldn't go up to people and ASK them to draw shit for you as a gift, but I actually feel like I WANT to do that, and I KNOW I shouldn't, and I feel terrible about even WANTING to.

Like, the past few years, I've either commissioned something, or managed to snag a request slot, and had something drawn up for my birthday, but this year, with the house fire, I'm really not in any position to commission anything, and haven't had the best luck with request slots, so no birthday art for me. And I'm bothered by that, and I feel guilty BECAUSE it bothers me.

I don't know, I'm just rambling at this point, whining a bit... I know nobody gives a shit, but sometimes people just need to vent their frustrations.
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Added: 6 years ago
 
KAIJUfreak
6 years ago
I totally understand, believe me, I've felt the exact same way on more than one occasion.
MyMelodyKuromiFan
6 years ago
I still feel that way.
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