that is the phrase that I've been saying all week. starting last Saturday, i went to work and like i always do, i hung up my jacket in the break room/locker area. it was a custom made hoodie jacket that i had gotten at AZ fur con some years ago, dragon claw creations had made it, it was a red, blue and purple wolf surrounded by vines and moons that were silver, the across the bottom was my user name in red, "Rumble of the Earth". i was a nice hoodie jacket but not worth stealing it i don't think but i never know about people... anyways that wasn't the worst part of it, the worst part was the fact that i had left my car keys in the pocket. so to have it replaced it'll run me something $200 just for the new key and clicker, and that not including the towing fee and the rewiring the car to the new clicker. also have to pay to have the locks at my apartment changed as well. added to the fact i have to beg for rides to work and back, since it been a rainy might snow kinda week i don't want to be walking in the middle of the night. so all this lovely stuff cause some asshat either took my jacket on purpose, though even if he or she had took it by mistake it been days! what haven't the returned it or even called to report it or something. i'm so pissed... like fuck shit damn!
trying to drown myself in work and art but i haven't been able to kept food down, and i haven't been really eating at all... not to mention the usual bullshit that comes from working with people that don't have a clue. listen i know you don't know a things about paint (work in Homedepot paint department) and i sure as hell don't know everything about paint but i know that there isn't a one coat cheap paint... usually get what you paid for... don't come crying to me when it takes you four gallons in cheap paint to cover your wall, here a hint prime it first fuck... anyways that usually what I'm dealing with.. that or man that don't want my help or think to school me cause they apparently know better. dude if you know so much why did you ask me for my help? or why did you have you order ready for me? like fuck shit damn! why are you looking at me weird when i ask you what the sheen you want? or what kind of beher paint? yes there is more then one....fuck shit damn
i wish i could live off my artwork... maybe one day i can but... i don't know.... fuck shit damn....
i miss my friends.. (i recently moved from az to tn) i not good at making friends.... really not but eh.... i slowly gaining a few here and there it seem, just not enough to be invited to places, more like "hey i work here to so lets talk cause it boring today' haha
brighter side, i have been making a lot of progress on my some of my comics, stories, i got a great children story going on on facebook i might posted it up on Deviantart (i'm actually ladyloonapup on there)
also great note is i have the most amazing mate in the world. even though i wanna strangle him from time to time (how hard is it to wash a plate???) , i love him and i feel much more calmer when he home and here with me. he always been my number one supporter when it come down to my art work. and pretty much everything i do.
also a bright note, i have great coworkers that have helped me a lot, giving me rides to and from work and such. and advice... it not all bad... and not really the end of the world.. i just needed to rant a bit.
just fuck shit and damn... more to rant later... pretty tried not... gonna go tackle the pile off dishes in the sink.... its like 11:24 pm...eh i dont have to be up early...
night people... thank for reading.. sorry for all grammar mistakes and sorry for making it so long...
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