Yo sup. haven't made an update in awhile. So i havent been keeping up with my promise of trying to stream every wednesday and its mostly because im lacking in ideas. so i think for a little while maybe starting next week, im gonna make my streams some viewer request stuff for abit. im hoping to be more consistent and active this year. so im gonna try my best.
[edit] So i didnt mention this before. the main reason im hesitant about requests is because of a fear i have. not a fear of failing mind you. im not afraid to fail and learn. thats wow you learn best. im afraid of not doing justice or not meeting the expectations someone could have from a request from me. when i travel outside my comfort zone its not always pretty but im gonna put this fear aside and just try my best. it if it comes out less than stellar all i can say is sorry someday i'll improve and be able to actually do it. im gonna come out of my comfort zone and try to do any request (IN STREAM) as they come. this is how i progress
