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SteelPH

Depression

Feels like everyone's just given up on me. That they're all sick of me and my depression and that I don't matter anymore. I always end up alienating people because of it. Those than don't just tell me to "get over it", or worse, "bottle it up", as if it's that bloody simple, or even healthy in the latter case. I have no one to turn to for comfort.

What do I do about a mental illness, with no known cure, that I was born with? There's conscious a refusal to understand, or even care about, that which I have no control over.

I've been crying the past hour and a half. Still am.
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Added: 6 years, 4 months ago
 
Snowfirechakat
6 years, 4 months ago
sorry to hear about your depression i know how bad it can get i have a family member who has it super bad  she talks to me every day so  i can help her get past the bad parts of her day          all i can say is try to find the good things in your life and hold onto them and think back on them when your depression gets bad it will help you
Vosur
6 years, 4 months ago
Have you sought-out a therapist to help? Venting it is a start, but seeking to talk to someone who is a professional would help more than most of us can give on the situation.
SteelPH
6 years, 4 months ago
Already see one. Have been for years.
Vosur
6 years, 4 months ago
If that one's not helping, you might need to find a new one.
SteelPH
6 years, 4 months ago
It's not a question of competence. It's more that visits are very infrequent due to budget constraints.
Vosur
6 years, 4 months ago
Did any of them diagnose you with any conditions? If so, it might be an idea to look into what benefits you can get due to those conditions to allow you to visit the doctors as required.
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