my mamaw (grandmother) passed on the first.
she had a stroke the friday before, followed by an aneurism. my aunt patty found her the next day. she's been living alone since my papaw died. they don't know how long she was there.
for those who don't know... an aneurism is bleeding into the brain. i'm amazed she held on as long as she did.
i feel bad that this isn't hitting me harder. i cried so hard when papaw died, about the same time two years ago. i think my healing crystal has something to do with it; hematite is very grounding and calming.
just... it'll hit me soon. i know it will.
i just wish i could have seen her one more time, you know? i haven't seen her in... well... over a year. i feel horrible.
well ... at least she's with papaw again. we'll miss her here, but i'm sure she's happy now and at peace.
6 years, 6 months ago
03 Feb 2012 22:53 CET