I miss fursona, Caramel, as a calf. Been drawing him as an adult for 4-5 years to keep FA happy, but what kind of life is that? Doing something against yourself to make everybody else happy. Public pressure, real and imagined, suck. I'm gonna make a conscious effort to find everything that makes me sad, and try to actually do something productive and positive change the situation to something that would make me happier and more fulfilled as a person.
Anyways I'd show pics of Caramel, but I'm kinda embarrassed of how crappy old pics of Caramel look. I... wasn't a skilled artist 5 years ago. Oh I made some money on commissions, but I felt like I was an amateur playing at being pro. I feel like i'm finally a pro now, even if i've barely clawed into the corner of what that level of skill looks like. In terms of productively, I've been doing great at getting art done in a reasonable time frame, communication, drawing everyday. Could be better at stream notifications and uploading submissions, but I got some plans to automate it.
Plan for the next 48 hours
Remove any porno/nude pics of caramel from FA. Make a lion (or something) mascot or fursona for that website. Then after that I might be able to squeeze in a pic of Caramel's refreshed look for inkbunny.
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14 Sep 2017 20:12 CEST
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