*sigh* I feel like my depression has shifted again. Hentai just isn't cutting it right now. And I don't feel motivated to commit to ideas.
I haven't even updated my stories in a while... :( Though, I doubt people care. They don't even leave a comment.
I know I shouldn't let how people treat (or reject) me get to me, but it really does hurt... Especially with that bad memory coming back to haunt me from years ago...
And after you find out that the idols who helped build who you are now had depression and have committed suicide...
Maybe I'll visit my therapist after I return from my visit to New Orleans.
Well, good night...
Update 3/3/17:
I think my anxiety depression may be linked to a sense of disappointment in myself.
I feel like I've let people down, namely on this site. I didn't meet their expectations. And now, they've gone silent and won't respond back.
I know it's my paranoia talking. But I can't shake this feeling away. I've let you guys down. And once I feel like I've let someone down, I let it get to me.
I don't know how to fix this...
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