Well for me this is new. I've never been good in art, less on keeping a journal but my sis keeps telling me to try it. I say I'm too shy and even tho I'm typing it in ...... I don't know how to put my own thoughts to words here. I came here mostly for the porn, but now I'm not sure, I mean most fluffbutts on here are for the same if not more. I need to talk to some one, in RL I don't have many friends I'm .... hmm I seem strange to people, my brother tells them "thats Danny" thats how I am. I don't want to think I'm depressed cuz I don't feel anything. I can be happy for a few days then just shut down. I kind of want to blame my health I just finding out that why I feel like shit most days is I'm at stage 4 kidney Disease and I'm not sure what follows. maybe I am depressed who knows. I've never been very social both on and off line, every now and then I might comment on a post someone put up. Well more like trying to put myself in a good mood by creaking a bad pun. As of right now I feel off typing this knowing some one will read it, but I guess it's not a bad thing. I feel bad I click watch all the time, and I've noticed I have watchers on my own but not sure what to tell them I'm not very creative, I think the most I've done was build some really strange shit in Minecraft when it first came out. But that was years ago. It's now 2:40am here I'm going to bed sure I won't be able to sleep I never can, but send me a message either on here or email me, I guess I can get some friends on here God I feel awkward. ..... I have a feeling I shouldn't post this.
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