Well this my first Journal ever on IB. I know my name says Arectus, but It's not my real furry Idenity. I really go by Fraddas. no lies I'm actually the one and only Fraddas the Fox. I just decided to reveal mself here because i need a place where no one, who knows me knows me, would suspect me to be. Only one who knows me on here is Maverick Skye,...maybe a couple others, but I know they have the good taste Not to point others who may know me to my IB account. I mainly want the Journal posts on my IB asccount to be for my own personal release where I can get what i want off mychest.
For instance, I feel like I'm sexually. irl I've done some things with others, mainly Bj's. but it's like everytime I do something with someone, sometime later, something bad happens. I don't mean like STD bad, (THANK GOODNESS!!!) but bad like I loose a friend, or a friend gets mad at me for something ridiculouse. and it normally happens right after I do something sexual RP or RL wise. It's gotten to the point where I feel like I'm cursed in sex in general. Maybe I'm wrong, maybe I'm right, IDK. All I hope for is whatever kind of curse or slum this is, if it even is, gets despelled and doesn't have an impact on any future relationships....If there is one. >.>
6 years, 10 months ago
30 Nov 2011 08:44 CET